Hati Seorang Hawa

Hati seorang Hawa itu suci murni

Lahirnya dan batinnya tak siapa yang boleh beri erti

Hati seorang Hawa itu berbeza dari yang Adam.

Yang tak bisa diputar balik perasaannya,

rasa cintanya umpama jarum jam.

Hati seorang Hawa itu perlu dihargai.

dicintai dengan sepenuh hati,

Dan hati itu untuk dikasihi bukan dimiliki,

disayangi dan bukan untuk disakiti,

tanpa kita lalai dengan kebesaran Illahi.

Hati seorang Hawa itu adalah anugerah.

Kepercayaannya adalah satu amanah,

Amanah dari seorang hamba Allah,

Hawa yang solehah.

Semoga tuhan sentiasa ada bersama kita.

Untuk kita melengkapkan sebuah cerita,

Yang penghujungnya tiada noktah.

InsyaAllah :)

Cerita Merah Putih

Pagi itu, aku bangun agak lewat. Meeting pukul 9 pagi. Aku ke bilik mandi lalu membersihkan diri. Bila terfikir yang hari itu akan jadi panjang, sibuk dengan pelbagai benda aku jadi sedikit stress.

"Man, bangun bro. We got meeting at 9 kan?"

"pukul berapa sekarang?"

" dah nak 8.30 pagi dah ni "

"Ahhh damnnn, just inform diorang aku headache."

"Alright2"

Itu adalah Hilman, wakil dari Sheffield, United Kingdom. Kami ditempatkan di bilik yang sama. Aku capai kemeja dan slack, necktie, suit, leather shoes dan yang paling penting sling bag sebab semua kertas kerja dan dokumen ada dalam tu. Dalam hati rasa nak breakfast bila nampak kupon breakfast atas meja. Tapi kerja adalah utama dan aku tak nak lewat.

Aku berjalan kaki ke menara PWTC yang terletak lebih kurang 100 meter dari hotel. Dari jauh kelihatan orang mulai membanjiri kawasan tersebut dengan seragam mereka. Aku masuk ke ruang legar menara PWTC sambil mata ke buku tentatif untuk hari itu.

"Dewan Tun Hussien, Aras 4"

Langkah kaki semakin deras menuju ke eskalator. Dari atas eskalator aku dapat lihat kaum ibu yang duduk bersila, beramai-ramai di aras bawah melihat ke skrin besar. Pandangan aku terus ke aras 4.

Majlis persidangan bermula dengan cermat dan teratur. Alhamdulillah segala program berjalan mengikut jadual yang ditetapkan. Pukul 6 petang aku keluar dari Dewan Tun Hussien dan berjalan terus ke eskalator.

"Mel, kitorang nak pergi minum kejap. Lets la join"

"Dekat mana?"

"Dekat cafe bawah ni je"

"Alright2 will text you later bro."

Kami terus ke aras satu. Aku ke surau yang berada di tak jauh dari cafe. Agak lewat aku menunaikan tuntutan tuhan dan nasib baik waktu masih ada untuk aku sujud pada dia yang satu. Terasa tenang dengan kesibukan kerja, senyap dan sunyi di dalam surau itu.

Selesai solat, aku ke cafe yang dijanjikan. Azim dan yang lain sudah menunggu. Minum lewat petang setelah penat dengan mesyuarat. Waktu sudah hampir masuk

maghrib. Kami berjalan untuk keluar dari menara PWTC itu. Dan mata aku terpandang dengan kaum ibu yang masih lagi di ruang legar.

"Azim, kau balik dulu. Aku ada hal sikit nak settle"

"Ok, see you later at the hotel!"

Aku ke kerusi berdekatan. Aku duduk dan memandang kaum ibu. Aku perhati dari mata mereka, yang jelas menggambarkan harapan. Dengan anak mereka yang dalam linkungan usia 3 atau 4 tahun, bersama-sama duduk di atas carpet di ruang legar, ditenggelami hiruk pikuk manusia yang datang dengan seribu satu urusan di menara itu.

Aku terdiam sejenak dan berfikir.

Itu adalah ibu-ibu melayu,

Insan yang menyambung generasi melayu kita

Dengan kudrat yang tak seberapa

Datang ke situ dari pelbagai tempat

Walaupun terpaksa berhujan panas

namun semangatnya segagah pahlawan

Aku adalah anak Melayu

Penyambung warisan

Penentu masa depan

Akan aku tabur segala jasa dan budi

Tak kira dimana tempat aku kan berdiri

Persetankan apa jua bendera kita

mahupun siapa yang kita undi

atau siapa yang menjadi menteri

Mata ibu itu penuh dengan harapan yang meninggi

Sabar ibu,

Anakmu datang menabur bakti.

Aku bingkas bangun, dan terus berjalan keluar dengan tersenyum.

Makan malam bersama perwakilan UMNO luar negara

Ceramah di MRSM Kuala Klawang, Februari '12

Lama rasanya tak post gambar.

*garang tak? haha

Cermin

Setiap malam selepas basuh kaki sebelum tidur,

Tunggu sebentar, aku jenis tak basuh kaki sebelum tidur, kepercayaan itu bagi aku karut.

Setiap malam, selepas aku tutup mata, maknanya aku sudah berada di dalam pesawat yang sungguh luar biasa untuk aku ke wonderland. Di sana ada seorang wanita sedang menunggu bawah pokok epal dengan wajah tersenyum dalam bingung. Sudah hampir seminggu juga aku ke wonderland dan berehat sambil bercerita bawah pokok epal itu.

Tapi kali ini, wanita itu menunggu tanpa ada bingung lagi. Dan aku akan sentiasa ke sana bila bulan menjelma untuk memberi bintang dengan tangan gergasi aku hingga pesawat realiti muncul untuk bawa aku berjumpa dengan dia.

Tapi malam ini, aku bawa cermin besar. Supaya dia boleh tengok muka merah dia :)

-Aku, 1.53 am, wonderland

Awan Hitam

Dan seperti hukum dunia, awan hitam akan selalu ada. Mungkin ratusan, mungkin ribuan atau mungkin juta jumlahnya. Bila kita sedar sekeliling kita penuh dengan awan hitam, kita mula resah menanti tiba hujan atau ribut yang kita sendiri tak tahu bila ketika ia datang dan pergi.

Memang aku tak punya tangan gergasi untuk tolakkan mereka semua ketepi. Tapi aku masih lagi punya 2 tangan walaupun kecil. Berapa lama masa yang aku perlu untuk tolak mereka-mereka ini semua tak siapa yang tahu. Tapi apa yang aku pasti, semuanya akan hilang suatu hari nanti.

Kalau benar hujan, kita sama-sama rasa rintik airnya itu tak kira lebat atau tidak.

Kalau benar ribut, kita sama-sama berpegang jadi satu agar kita tak terbang jauh.

Seperti janji yang sudah diakui, kita pasti bisa suatu hari nanti.

-aku, 4.51 am, wanita sibuk

Chances

If only, by any chance you read this

Please give me a hint

Is it right to cross that bridge?

Cœur

There's a lot of thing we both dont know. But i realized something, the things you told me just now are true. We never know what tomorrow gonna bring to us. We just have to wait and see, at the same time we try our very best to achive that thing

But I'm glad when people around me gave me happiness and appreciate all the thing that we share every day. Guess what, I'm thousand or million times glad to know that you happy in your life. You told me what you really think honestly but then complaining about your "red face" lol

We both smile but but its different. You smile because you are happy and I smile because looking at you being happy:) There's many things I wish I could say to you but I just dont know how. Or maybe its not the right time.

"si seulement vous pouvez entendre mon coeur chanter cette chanson drôle en ce moment"

Alors seulement vous savez!

The Song

Theres always that one song that we played again and again, sing it like crazy in car. Now i hate it as much as i hate you

The Kop!

No matter what color you are, your origin, your believe, we are The Reds! Here's the women's of Anfield :

1. Natasha Hamilton (Atomic Kitten)

2. Alex Curran (Model/wife of Steven Gerrard)

3. Melanie Chisholm @ Mel C (Songwriter, former Spice Girl)

4. Abigail Clancy (Model)

5. Angelina Jolie (Actress)

6. Rosanna Davison (Model/ Miss Universe)

7. Halle Berry (Actress)

8. Courtney Love (Singer)

9. Kirsty Gallacher (SkySport News)

10. Hannah Spearritt (S Club 7)

11. Caroline Wozniacki (Women's No 1 Tennis Player)

Forget It Love

Here's the thing. When someone you know telling you about this lovey dovey things and you're not sure about it, the most possible thing to do is fuck it and turn away. Walk and never look back or remember what they said.

I'm not gonna be an ass but you see, the thing you asking for is something I can't do that I'm sure its not gonna turn out to be happy ending as you said. It is something that we gonna share at both side, fair and square. You can do it as you said but I cant. It isn't fair so its not going anywhere.

I don't have to say sorry because its not my fault and I didn't start it at first place am I right?

You are a good person and you have perfect life and so do I. Shakespeare once said that love sets friendship on fire and I guess that guy was right.

Maybe there's unclear answer for me but I have rights to wait for that person that I'm being a prick once, asking her bout someone else. Isn't it?

Forget It Love

Here's the thing. When someone you know telling you about this lovey dovey things and you're not sure about it, the most possible thing to do is fuck it and turn away. Walk and never look back or remember what they said.

I'm not gonna be an ass but you see, the thing you asking for is something I can't do that I'm sure its not gonna turn out to be happy ending as you said. It is something that we gonna share at both side, fair and square. You can do it as you said but I cant. It isn't fair so its not going anywhere.

I don't have to say sorry because its not my fault and I didn't start it at first place am I right?

You are a good person and you have perfect life and so do I. Shakespeare once said that love sets friendship on fire and I guess that guy was right.

Maybe there's unclear answer for me but I have rights to wait for that person that I'm being a prick once, asking her bout someone else. Isn't it?

Today's Mistake

Goshh firstly I am truly sorry to you. I know we had some history back then and I just asking bout other people with you. I know it's kinda annoying making me like a douche. Just so you know, I really don't know about what happen between you guys. Like seriously.

The more I think about it, the more guilty I feel. Maybe I just shouldn't start what I did today. You know, humans make mistakes and I'm a human too. So maybe yea or maybe a big no. That's depends on time and situation.

But its okay, just take your meds and get well soon!

p/s : The thing I told you before is still there tho :)

10 Rules by A Young Lady

Here are the rules to be friend to this one young lady that she sent to me today. The 10 things/rules that I must achieve first..

1. No bad words

-check!

2. No funny2 faces

-What kind?? ok check too!

3 No merepek things on twitter

-Am I? check!

4. No smoking

-Err check...

5. No short pants

-Not a problem, check!

6.Always say salam whenever you like to approach people. Not "yo!" or "hoi!"

-piece of cake, check!

7. Do your solat 5 times per day and Friday prayer

-I will try my best, check!

8. Talk if only you have important thing

-owh? ok then.. check!

9. Here is your priority :

Allah -->Rasul -->mum and dad-->education-->yourself-->friendship (that is me)

-Do I have to memorize? anyway check!

10. Last but not last, if you cheating I'm just gonna believe you but one thing I want to remind you, Allah always know. So good luck!

-Alright -.-''

p/s : You don't think I have some ego don't you?

Double A

I am no artist or singer so its not so "sedap", but I play guitar and its my very own art. Credit to Tora for the "indirect" idea of the title and its actually initial for someone I know:). Btw, fuck the grammar okay? Cheers buddy!

Everytime I see your eyes and

I have died without a tear

To see your smile but that is not for me

Everytime I see your laugh and

Even there's no voice I hear and

Still I cant get off my eyes on you

Close your eyes

And please don't cry

Here am I

Wont let a single tears of you

Why so hard for you to see

I am here for you to breath

You don't have to feel sad

anymore 2x

You just leave me here alone

As watching you through out my door

You don't have to look back

anymore 2x

Header

New header with new picture to "blackened" a bit of my page. Tomorrow gonna get up early for my event and I really hope people from Moscow are satisfied and have a good time

Good night, ttyl.

Dream Girl

I just watched this movie which was "inderectly" suggested by Miss Maybill. Thank you for that. Actually I rarely watch movies lately and its kind of busy with things I need to settle up. Since its Friday night, so I downloaded "easy A" and had some time alone in my room.

What I learned from that movies is not some kind of moral values but the way I look at a woman. Not long ago, my friend Ilani asked me about dream girl and I said I have none. So here's the shortlist of that.

1.Eyes

Whenever I saw a woman, I like to observe their eyes. Its automatically and don't ask me why.

2. Smart

I love smart woman. Its not about the so called phd but just smart enough for me to share everything. I once met this woman and she's perfect until I asked her about this rock band "U2" and she said U2 was suck. Come on..

3. Differences

Woman that is different from me is so hard to resist but in a good way. Its kind of relief you know.. talking and listening about the things that you don't even know.

4. Easy going

The term easy going is wide and I'll just gonna focus on the spontaneous and cool type of woman. This kind of person is so interesting.

5. Independent

There's a limit to independent. I love independent woman but not so independent and put everything on her shoulder. We share the world isn't it?

6. Realistic

I hate 'over romantic' situation. Just be realistic and the romantic gonna come by itself right?

7. Matured

I prefer mature woman rather than childish one. Childish kind of woman is annoying.

I believe that dream girls are not real. But one thing I'm sure is, any woman I'm in love with in the future I'll make her happy as much as I could cause that's what a man do.

Dream Girl

I just watched this movie which was "inderectly" suggested by Miss Maybill. Thank you for that. Actually I rarely watch movies lately and its kind of busy with things I need to settle up. Since its Friday night, so I downloaded "easy A" and had some time alone in my room.

What I learned from that movies is not some kind of moral values but the way I look at a woman. Not long ago, my friend Ilani asked me about dream girl and I said I have none. So here's the shortlist of that.

1.Eyes

Whenever I saw a woman, I like to observe their eyes. Its automatically and don't ask me why.

2. Smart

I love smart woman. Its not about the so called phd but just smart enough for me to share everything. I once met this woman and she's perfect until I asked her about this rock band "U2" and she said U2 was suck. Come on..

3. Differences

Woman that's is different from me is so hard to resist but in a good way. Its kind of relief you know.. talking and listening about the things that you don't even know.

4. Easy going

The term easy going is wide and I'll just gonna focus on the spontaneous and cool type of woman. This kind of person is so interesting.

5. Independent

There's a limit to independent. I love independent woman but not so independent and put everything on her shoulder. We share the world isn't it?

6. Realistic

I hate 'over romantic' situation. Just be realistic and the romantic gonna come by itself right?

7. Matured

I prefer mature woman rather than childish one. Childish kind of woman is annoying.

I believe that dream girls are not real. But one thing I'm sure is, any woman I'm in love with in the future I'll make her happy as much as I could cause that's what a man do.

A State Of Trance #550 (London City)

Tracklisting :

01. Orion & J.Shore - White Birds (Tom Fall Remix)
02. Temple One feat. Neev Kennedy vs. Cosmic Gate feat. Aruna - Love The Fear Of Free Falling (Aruna Mashup)
03. W&W feat. Bree - Nowhere To Go (Tom Fall Remix)
04. Jessie J vs. Blake Jarrell - Dubai Domino (Myon & Shane 54 Mashup)
05. Eximinds - Robobeats
06. Delerium feat. Sarah McLachlan - Lost Silence (Myon & Shane 54 Mashup)
07. Hard Rock Sofa vs. Temper Trap - Sweet Quasar (Tom Fall Mashup)
08. Tom Fall & Ben Nicky - Hammer
09. Hardwell vs. Justice - Cobra Friends (Tom Fall Mashup)
10. Alex Kunnari vs. Rex Mundi feat. Susana - Taste The Sun At All (Tom Fall Mashup)
11. tyDi feat. Sarah Howells - Acting Crazy (Tom Fall Remix)

A State Of Trance #550 (London City)